Something Lik Magik

one of the worst wks of this half of the semester s over!!!
cn rest for one wk then nx wk all the other deadlines agn
but after that ITS THE HOLIDAYZZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this wk was terrible
assignments assignments tests
its almost like killin me

i think i drank 2 much agn
gotta rest agn for a wk
then party
then rest
then party
haha nice cycle !!

arthurs bday on fri
i had a terribly long day in schl
phuture with almost everyone
this time rd i thk i gt killed by martell
pure
i was fuckin high on the sky
no its embarassing acctually

the nx day i got a hangover
2 panadolz do the trick
gramma s hse at nite
hi cuzzie wuzzie

td morn i woke up at 8AM
my other cuz s going to the us
muaha then we headed to bg
then we back to gramma hse

nw im home
dreading schl tmr agn
tmr s a loong loong dayyyyy + testtesttest

gd day

When you think today will be a bad day, Today IS going to be a bad day. Because there are more bad days than good days. The truth is no one really thinks living a boring life is good luck, but whenever something happens, its bad luck.

Im sick again !!!!! HAHA

fever+cough+runningnose+sore throat actually i saw it coming
last wk i probably drank 2 fucking much
it sort of was like one of the worst weeks of my life

v funny on mon aft tuition the usuals came over with one hell lot of drinks
hv to hide it n immediately run into my room lol
gd thing cuz i tues no schl hehe^^
on tues i met jac n we went 18chefs!! she keep forcing me totalk about my dark secret...
lol
n then we went over to bh!!
weds was a secret haha we chiong drinks @butter!!!
puked like one madass when i got home it was terrible bt felk gd at the same time lol
the taxi uncle vv funny we were discussing about him gg over to changi village aft driving us to pasiris
then we had a vv heated discussion about bapoks n hw hot they r
then the uncle drove past a red light... LOL i think he also drunk

thursday i went to school... still
as usual boring thursdays with cds
fri i skipped schl got mc n watchd movie with hj !!
got home changed off to germaine s bday !
me fel took train+bus to zouk so retarded lol
i feel sooooo weird
ya the rest was drunk.. i didn know until i saw the pictures...
i thought everyone was perfectly fine turns out everybdy face was fucking red
i found out my special skill
i dun get drunk by tequila
maybe cuz i keep peeing haha
funniest thing that happen that night was probably this guy getting boxed in the face by some stranger
blood whooooo haha

sat n sun at my grammas w cousin
barchor kuaytiao!!

mon i went schl feeling slightly happier!
Annsiang feel gone a little :>
but then tues i feelik the germs attacking my body so annsiang feel back!!
hoseh nw whole body system like cock up
want talk also cannot

this wk must refrain frm drinking
byebye
 

Im so depressed with my life

i know sometimes we got to just move on with our lives despite whatever is happening
i know time doesnt stop for me
but nw everything s like crashing crashing down sometimes i wish im someone else

I tell myself i hv hit the rock bottom n nothing cn be worse bt actually thats not true. i know thrs so many ppl out thr whos facing things much worse than i m but im never really contented with my life.

Still everyday i tell myself a lie.  "Tomorrows going to be a better day"

ok schl has started .. n its practically draining every bit of me dry, seriously

ive only been to schl for 2 days but i m SO sick of it i finally understand hw bad it is without any close friends with u in the class its like... worse than hell
especially so faraway at sentosa im like lonergal1991@hotmail now everyday is bad i dread every.single.day
i hate sentosa i mean who likes it ok maybe thr r bt im hating every single bit of it i hv 9oclock lessons one day aft another it sux
i cn nv wake up two days in a row for some reasons... since yr1
but the worst thing about sentosa is..... i hv no friends !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
suay ok nt like i didn try making new friends bt everythgs still weird somehow

i seek refugee with old friends to make my life better sobs i miss everyone

its halloween td bt i had a bad nite out yest first @phouse with bad music (hiphop-,-) then @voiddeck under the colddddd rain almost till morn so im still thinking if i shld go party with the usuals tnite . im nt in the mood to dress up as anything cuz im still tired n its err raining n the sky is pitch black at 7pm
thrs basically like flooding outside my hse
n i hv no money to take cab anymore esp when its fuckin raining
i shld stop clubbing

ok bai everyone

"Jim bought some chocolates and gave half of it to Ken. Ken bought some sweets and gave half of it to Jim. Jim ate 12 sweets and Ken ate 18 chocolates. The ratio of Jim’s sweets to chocolates became 1:7 and the ratio of Ken’s sweets to chocolates became 1:4. How many sweets did Ken buy?"

HaHA this is frm yahoo news - psle question leh!!!!!!

HAAHAHAHHAHAHA RUBBISH, CUZ I CANNOT SOLVE IT, CAN U?? hHAHAHAHA

THATS RIGHT!!! give me all yr money~~~~~~~~~~

its 3am im at my grandma hse with a cousin sound aslp nx to me

actually life has been gd to me i think, the past few days were awesome shiok haha but i had too much of drinks
which actually made it good i dunno

im pure bored nw cn someone entertain me ?????

HERE I M AGN RLY LIFE SUCKS x10000000000000000000000000000000000000000

No i am not tkg As No i am not tkg PSLE No i am not tkg Os n NO I M NOT STUCK IN THE MIDDLE
i m one free person wsting my time away in poly~~~~~~~~~~~~

hello money hello future whr hv u all been?? Miss u so much

Im trying as hard to type in as many happy things as possible but seems like nothing much is .............................. maybe last wk whn my tuitionboy gave me a present haha so cuute
its his psle this wk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im rly wasting my life as much as any of u r
shopshop singsing drinkdrink majongmajong
life?

$_$

maybe my life would want to treat me better ....... :)
i want money Money MONEY

Half the hols r gone !!!!!

n my weight is ever rising n nt coming down whooooooooooooo ~~ sometimes i hate the holidays

been spending too much of my time on unhealthy things in life
been drinkin n drinkin for fun u know it sucks to hv a hangover agn just for fun so not worth it not like im sad or what
before that we will eat alot steamboat buffet potato chip i think thats the reason for my weight gain (haha blame)
rebel n powerhse a few times
gd that i hv no money nw
kills me~~
im spending a nice wednesday night with my aircon instd of squeezing with strangers haha ok i just jealous
n the thing i do least is shopping alrd why nowadays so little ppl want to engage in healthy lifestyle

i need to sit down n start to find a proper job instd of playing ard
$_$
but half the holidays r gone!!!!!!!!!!
ok im going to write a list of things and get it by this wk and then lock myself in the hse for the rest of the days
marvellous
im srsly going to do it cuz my hair is i dunno im speechless abt it
comeon friday toto come~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

ok bye

HAHA LOOK WHAT I FOUND ............................





haha chio hor !!! fuck see my hair last time so strt amanda one also HAHAHAHAHAHAH what happened..............
this was like the only time all of us managedto turn up!! one yr ago i think.. HAIR MY HAIR COME BACK TO ME
ok this is just some picture for me to laugh at myself, n my friends hahahahah all of them disappear liao sos sos sos ok acty they muggin for As la

i saw russell lee on sunday HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH crabstick i was going to popular 2 get my pen (finally) i was wonderin what was the whole mic+speaker thg about then i saw one person whole body wrap in black signing autographs HAHAHAHAHAHH THE LEGENDARY RUSSELL LEE u all know who right!!!

no then i went home.. i think. i led a healthy sunday lifestyle

then mon i met hj for sakae buffet!! rly is eat until almost vomit see alr feel lik vomittin she was like eh each person one k then she shove it into her mouth everything almost came out HAHAHAHAHA cn laugh until stomach pain
then we shop ard awhile then i went over for tuition
met faustina aft tuition ya haha old friend who suddenly talked cuz of an oddly weird spree
we went to invade someones hse

td i met her agn we went final destination 3D!!!!!!!!!!!! ok its nt 3d enough bt gross enough la
the 3d speks quite uncool
then we wait like some dumbos
ok dodos
ok whatever
i v pissed off

nvm tmr is a new day
its a new day nw



so cuuuuute !! the voice like nice only i marry u if u sing this to me k!!!

my wound is healing!! bt still hv bruce, hahahahhah bruise okyay

 

I screwed all my papers !!!!!

haha other than tto which was for once easy so i think everybd will pass then will hv moderation then they will fail me after all hahaha nokidding for someone who failed the first tto test to say its easy anyone will find it easy right dumbos

I hv been watching too much movies for my own gd nw i want to watch final destination i almost succeedde in pullin hj with me but we ended up watching the proposal cuz she scared she hart attack

doing too much shopping for my own good.............. i got my birkies!!!!! hehe thats wht i call them ^^in black!!!!!! yeay smre i went after my tuition at pp nyahahahahaha didn regret gg thr im probly going back to my pp shopping every tues after tuition life hehe ssm killedmost of it... on wedzzy i was supposed to study full day at dt w wb but i was late for an hr n we ended up watching videos n singin along...... u know why i fail my tests ....... then i had a ppr on thurs that i didn regret takin cuz so easy=tto HAHAHAHAHA then i got my fedora aft my tuition!



Then one fine friday right after the exams we were playin mahjong at reynolds agn
long struggle lost lost lost Lost n LOST until lose hope finally at 2nd time last feng 5tai!!!!!!!!!
no i nv hu those big four big three all tht is becos the animals saved my life all of them came to me so ka ka ka then flower then all
happy 2gt
then my heart pump damn fast i zun
with this i recoup everythg n won 1$ at the end of the day
haha dun laugh k btr than losing
left with everybd n ended up mtg the usualz to drinkzzz
i was 2 tired haha nwadays my eyelids will like auto close
cn someone tell me whats happenin to me!!

ok i nid to stop the reason im writing nonsense here is cos my tv is going crazy watch halfway got sound bt no image
ARSENAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha somore tnite is exciting match dowan to watch repeat
ok bai need to go back to tv

SO EMBARRASSING

srsly sial i fall flat from the bus !! No hor u nv read wrongly i grammar also shld b correct not fall ON the bus is fall FROM the bus. Yes as in fall FROM THE BUS TO THE BUS STOP or maybe fall out of the bus wa just embarrassing only
then my slippers stuck between the bus n the bus stop so i must u turn n get back my shoes WALAO i think whole bus starin at me im sucha loser want pretend ntg happen also cannot
then sit down hv a kind soul offer me tissue n tweety bird plaster she s like an angel haha
dun see my wound like small small but hor pain sial!! N THE IMPT FACTOR IS EMBARRASSING  AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

ok then td my father bday also so i go buy cake then go home then my family members cock two times only one day i must post up the pics i took of my mum n dad its quite crasy u see
then at 1130 we proceed to my grandma hse SIAO RITE SO LATE TMR I STILL HV ACCT PPR hahahahahahahha then came hme at like 1am+ then nw i treating my wound

byebye accts im prepared to fail u

feels kinda empty nw that ssm is over.. ok im weird

ended off pretty well everyone was happy... i think. Even my mc was accepted haha whts thr nt 2 b happy abt 8bonus pts here i come for u agn :> Marks the end of ssm with pictures pictures pictures, n embarrassin myself thruout engine n biz sch........... THANK U GWEN FEL SRH for lending yr lockers luv u all cannot bliv i survived ssm without locks
no more black hair no more black hair hurray which also means money gna fly AGAIN
no more botak nails no more dull nailz
we need colorz in our lifeyy more colorz more cororzzzzz

This wk also marks the end of sem 2.1, my wish came trueeeee the day finally came. I hate this semester, no srsly n we all know the reason

hvan been going to schl this sem part one i hate it part 2 i nv liked it i dunno i hope i cn grow to like schoool one day :0 its exams this 2 wks n after it we partyyyyy!!!

so yesterday n the day before i spent it doing the same thing different ppl . on fri i met jac we were at 18chefz n teoheng
i was late whats new bt this time rd i damn guilty ... no she wasnt angry but..... i dunno
we ended up at macs for dinner cuz pp has nth, then was the start of my unendin rants...............
when i start i cannot stop

so today was day 1 of holidays ok no we still hv exams bt i spent it at home b4 gg for tuition then tamp n then back here
no i went to cut my hair in the aft i hv short boy hair nw










 

no i was joking

ok life is complicated nw...................... we know we all need time
 

It's a wonderful Saturday n here i m at my grandmother's

nt a bad thing i know i used 2 spend almost every saturday here okie my cousin is chiongin her lungs out for her assignment n i m SUPPOSED to finish bese by 1am tnite. Its 148am n i m nt started with anything. whoopedooo im so screwed

im going out tmr so seems lik i either hv to do it NW or tmr nite... fuck u bese

yesterday was filled with me losing my way n losing my way first with sarah we were sup 2 take some bus to kakibukit n we decided on 23 "safest la hor" n that was the ONLY bus that didn go to kaki bukit omg hahahaha
then i took some bus frm fareast over to orchard boulevard to my lens place n ended up getting lost in the land of rich people. I had to cab over in the end the cab driver seemed extremely happy cuz it was only less than 100m away
after my apptment my doc told me thr was a shuttlebus frm wheelocks aftr me complainin hw inconvenient the new place is OMG M I RETARDED anyway they hv cute contaact lens cases nw i forced her to give me the animal ones
went over to town for awhile n then downtown at nite

two days ago i was at schl for a paper which i screwed up badly i mean its expected but i gt some correct answers k even tho i cock my way thru
tuition then movie with huihui hangover !! i nv laughed so much in my life the show is screwed hehe

the rest of the wk was same same same cuz i forgot im rlly getting old

last fri i got to meet up with jan during my 5hrs break before exams when everyone was muggin for it. i escaped the muggin atmosphere ha ha then after the papers i met vanz n mengzz omg hvan been seeing them since.. my birthday
sat i had hatama where i was totally burnt

this wk my life is dull ................................ why oh why

time to screw work for mahjong yoohoo smbd pls perk my life up

Just when i thought i was cinderella with my life reverting back 2 normal.............................

IT DIDN HAPPEN

aft tuition on monday i met amanda wb at tmall for kfc we slack ard until she met abby me wb continue slackin until last bus
for the past 2 days strt or so we did the same thing

tuesday i cancelled my tuition cuz im 2 tired 2 function. go replace my fuckin atm card cuz it like disappeared knn waste money. ikea with wb amanda but we ended up at teoheng at 7 instd
me wb reached at 8 knn waste money ! ! ok then me amanda abby off 2 downtown we subway then they midnite movie i home then met the fuckers awhile downstairss .........

wenesday i gt trng at 5pm i made it 2 schl in time smre i was early haha 2 save charmaine la !! i gettin blacker then some parts black some part white alamak ugly only .. yp came schl rot while i soccer cuz she gt kick out of her hse okla kidding haha. bobian both of us must bathe in sch aft trng i neh bring towel gg. cab 2 amanda's. butter !! w amanda  yp yajing n her frenzz knn loooooong queue smre filled with tp ppl hha!!!! super alot of familiar faces that nite like cute only............................ cut here cut thr thx gwenn we managed 2 enter like earlier we waited n waited spent alot of time waiting waiting boring suddenly when the lift open shirley down thr wlao i shock!! eh steady k we nx time aft ssm go !! ok we got 4 jugs drinkdrink no kick but suddenly like spinnin ............... shiok mabok i heard i fell butt flat
amanda hse slp awhile aft home at 7am cuz her room fuckin cold
yp came over



thurs woke up we superdog then over 2 reynold's they start without waitin 4 me !!! haha nvmnvm its ok lOL i see them playin my hands itchin nvmnvm then accompany yp first then she left then my game started wahlao first half of the game fuckin lucky n scary cuz hv a game i pong all the possible combi all the animals with me plus both my numbers ...... :/ but lost overallll but abit only lucky hv first half ;) i cancelled my tuition agn................ lol then we eat dinner downstairs prata prata prata milo dinoooooo haha we like some old people gathering kip sayin nan de can get tgt haha wtf then the rest play bball im 2 tired 2 function as usual n my hands like weak so i sit down n observe lol
home midnite agnn

fri met yp at 1 go back 2 schl............. she kip insist go venture due on that day.. IN THE END NT TRUE see la waste my time
ok then we went down suntec it fairr
fuckin crowded
walk abit saw shiyun n peiqian !! HAHA they 2 as cute as ever i getting taller n taller alr !! haha....................... then downstairs saw kellyy then  eat finish saw arthur sc haha they like everyday tgt heheheee then go back it show find yz then go find rubina n fwens then like do ntg then back 2 tampines i mit 1/8 of the 4b ppl HAHA thx jac 4 helpin me collect my shoes !!! ;) by the time i reached tamp like 8 alr lol so we slack at coffeebean then jac left cuz she stay v far so left me n the boys talk cock until nobus lol acty i wonder hw they went home al their busses like gone liao...... i go home my mother  exploded cuz from last wk until nw i either come home aft 12 or nv come home .. she dulan
of cuz i pretend i nv hear anything lol



td i woke up at 7AM altho i slept late last nite
cuz i hv trng lol i healthy lifestyle ;) okno td is friendlys w np run until cn die the sun so hot ...............................100plus aft 100plus like no use then aft that i bloated.. game was gd altho we lostt haha bt rly fun la my first 11v11 game leh  !
rot about at stadium then my eyelids like giving way alr lol my mind like shutting offf so i v quiet haha then bus 2 tamp 2 get my tako ballz i like craving for it !!!!! bobian even if tired cuz i feelik eating if i nv get 2 it i will sad then strtaway home ... i collapse for awhile then i go out take thing then back home .. td i must act gd girl cannot go out liao no 85 no 85 no 85

tmr i also want 2 rot at home leh i must pretend abit ..... time 2 relax this whole wk high canot everyday lidat smre nw no money
broke broke broke 100x

RLY I THANK EVERYONE WHO MADE MY 18 LIKE HW IT WAS

:)

ssm test on the day itselff bloody shagged
im prrbably failin it cuz i 4get coaster 4get this 4get that
nvm la haha i take things v easily
i was super relax thruout
then after clearin must put back the things
n i toppled the bread crumbs!!
must vacuum .. like ah so lidat
the girls tricked me say hv proj
i happily tell vanz i hv projjie cannot mit them early
in the end i was left with alot of hours 2 spare lol
sarah xie xie ni walk the whole tampines with me ahha
thank uuu all who made it 2 schl on my bday 4 the suprisee even tho yall no hv ssm
esp hj arthur wake up so early wlao make me guilty only !!
ok the rest hv some proj logical bt the 2 boys like come back schl specially knn make me feel so touch lol
but until nw i still dun bliv they specially come down



aft which i met vanz mengz
they drag me 2 the balcony area
n tied balloonz on me
made me hold a board also !!
they v cute la thx haha
girlgirl talk aft dinner n their cute cake
then left abt 11
had 2 go home first to put down all the things!!
i took up 2 spaces on the bus .. :/
cake @ home..

supper w wl
my birthday over !!

slept woke up..
had proj w fel sarah emily !!
i know right like sad proj strt aft bday but nvm
chinatown then clarke quayy
i had fishball kwaytiao
nt bad
finished wht we sup 2 do the stpid ta shit
then we roam centralz
lookin @ sweet making process until almost fall aslp
we all cannot take it
reach home 515 :/
i slept thru the bus trip
2 tired
the moment i reach hme i bangbang collapse
but i set alarm
cuz i rmb i gg hv supper
slept till 745
had dinner
then off to 85 mit wb @10pm
whos sup 2 get me my waterfulz
xz mj came
then amanda yp camee
hehe thanks all 4 bday wishess!! altho like belated haha
had orlua then dessert then we gt bored ..
impromptu decision 2 go clubbin
with amanda yp
k went over 2 amanda hse
i dress in full set amanda costume haha
i cn mix n match her clothes until become my style
i good
acty i dno wht i thinkin
ezyan called me whn i on my way to 85
ask me play sub for their 4v4 nx mornin 8AM
then i say ok
THEN I GO CLUB
SO MEANS I DUNID SLP
wa fuck

zouk w them n 3 boys that i cannot rmb the names
even tho i see two of them alot of times
i rlly suck at names
awhile after it gets boring
cuz i wasnt even drunk
the only exciting thing was I FIRST TIME USE MY OWN ID
KNN HAHA PAWN
the bouncer see my id smre think awhile
HHAHAHAHA i fucker jitao tell him TD ALREADY 5JUNE EH NO NW 6JUNE ALREADY!

ok then left at 5+ eat sort of breakky at simpang
SO EARLY IN THE MORN -.-
with 2 of amanda fren one supposedly frm htm
who reminded me of accounting test the day before my 18
i tio cua the first question already
gg give up
whole ppr i play play play only
ok then back amanda hse take my stupid things
hv 2 go home take boots all that
then 2 whitesands mit charmaine
I DIDN SLP
I POWERFUL OR WHT
2 safra for 4v4
lucky i play sub cuz the whole time i v goyang
nid me sub i also still goyang
we gt into the semis !!
aft that tamp 4 food with the charm girl
bus home also collapse whole trip
i go home jitao collapse 5pm-1030pm
supposedly mtg the usuals but i is rlly sry
overslept n still v tired
i went back to slp



td wake up 11am
then knn when i on my way 2 safra sun v brite
suddenly when i reach
rain !
cb cuz startin liao so i run in
haha we gt 3rd !!
WOAH MY FIRST SOCCER MEDAL OK !!!
eat w the girls at tamp
hunt 4 shin pad
all so ugly sian

met wb aft tht
ate bk rot ard
sit outside cs n gossip n small talk
until last bus LOL
walao rly cn gossip alot sia we

i so hungry nw..............................

aft td
i become cinderella my life will revert back 2 normal
this whole wk no tuition damn shiok
frm tmr onwards
kiddys here i come back 2 haunt u agn

once agnnnn thank all of uuuuuuu for making my 18 wonderwonderful!!!
esp those early birthday celebrations k i 2 lazy to blog abt it td........
wo ai ni men!! ^^

Ok i still v angry
i dun hv bolster yesterday today tmr i dno until when
now how knn
ok anyway i was at sk td n i saw........................... hahah
round trip back i saw alot of tp ppl hmm
i didn study as i was supposed 2 ...
i was gg thru my old photos that r left n videosss when we were young

 

 AWW MAN

srsly i donno wht is wrong with my mother

first my cup then the things near my bed now my fuckin bolster that i used for 10 yrs

did my fuckin bolster ever interrupted yr fuckin life????????????????????

knnbccb

nx time u cn throw me down the rubbish dump also

mother fucker

Smbd told me midsems in two wks
i thot only 2 wks of schl passed?
every wk passing by 2fast i cannot catch up
im srsly making use of my time TO THE FULLEST

on monday wenta mit amanda aft schl for lik 15mins then 2 tuition
i tore the boys ppr
he cried OMG HAHA
aft which back 2 tamp lib for amanda
i was just in time haha before closing
we ate ljs till lik 11
wanted 2 watch mve
but all we watchd b4
sian

tuesday
i had long tuition 5-730
met vans mengz aft that!!!
hvan seen then 4 a loooongloong time
gt my red lipstikk n bigger hairnet
i know right u must b wondering why m i nt at home slping nite before ssm
but hving fun with this 2 girls haha
then we to astons!!
they cock up my order haha the boy dulan vans saw him mouthing fuck
its ok i understand
we talk about cuteboys
n perverts LOL
half the time they tellin their band story
percussion hha
left at bout 10 we took bus12



wensday
woke up 6am as usual
the bus was damn slow
i was SO scared i no time
srsly man
this wk ssm was quite slack
time passing quite fast
we had dry run
i dunno why so many ppl stress
i thot it was quite fun
ok maybe nx wk i know
i waitress sia dun playplay
trng aft that!!
CN U BLIV IT I WENT 4 TRNG
haha see i told u i everytime aft ssm
kan energetic
v fun running ard LOL
ended ard 830
aft that me charmaine tamp eat dinner
she follow me INTO toilet cubicle cuz she scared
omfg pervert

thurs
slept 12am-12pm!!!
shiok:)
was supposed to go tto at 3
i reachd schl at like 3 n gt a call frm hj
"u want skip yr tto we go play majong nw?"
"ok steady"
HAHAH so i just wasted my time travelling 2 schl
nvm la it was planned
i was acty thinkin of ponnin the nite b4 alr, but no excuse for me 2 not go
lost abit
tuition aft that
the boy was on the verge of crying agn
fragile
aft that i go home
9+ reach
quite early for the wk

fri
9-1 lessons boOOring
i hate the marketing teacher!!
she so act clever
acty she not answering my question
bitch
nx was accounts i suspect the teacher in luv with me
she everywk also call my name
smre call twice last wk
bitch
bese proj nx
half the time we were waiting 4 wanying
haha its ok la
then v short mtg then we play cards
then i go find amanda n fwens
kbox
then i dry swim agn aft that
supposedly with 03 ppl but they cannot make it 2 late
so with wl n gang
reachd home about 12

sat
trng early in the morn!!
830 HEHE N I WAS THR
im feelin v healthy nw LOL
charmaine dad fetch us thr so we were early:)
i kip spammin her with 'i think i will see my cute boy td'
which was miraculous
halfway i left 4 accounts makeup tut
yes u r right the teacher called me AGN
back 2 soccer aft class
trng ended
i was scannin the floorball gym even taekwondo
lol
then we go tmall makan
she whole day sad cuz she nv see her tiankong
shop ard we kip spamming ghost stories
then to stadium watch her bf match with her frens
relatively boring game lol
then home
then i rest liao HAHA
i hv alot of pictures leh nw
but im 2 lazy

td i chiong proj
n boe
n ltr gt time i must print ssm notes
i hope nbd bring wine
bese i sort of give up
2 me like quite common sense
ok my life is v well planned:)
i nid 2 do this by the end of the day
i hv 4 hrs left LOL

Xmen on wenesday with hj after ssm!!!

i sleppt for only technically half an hr b4 ssm
n in that half hour, i had 3 dreams. MAD
i nv seem 2 b tired aft ssm altho i m haha
1st wk aft ssm downtown w jan rebecca she say i gone back to my normal size!!
2nd wk 85 w wb
3rd wk xmen!!
its quite nice sia!! cannot bliv i wento watch it but cuz i was being a gd fren so...
hehe
she tryin 2 infect whole cinema
coughcough
nw i nid 2 watch xmen 1 xmen 2 blahblahblah
obsess hehe
v actionpack show!!
altho i kip feelik fallin aslp at all the slow parts
srsly they should try nt to add so many luvluv scenes in action mvies
boring only

aft which we ate subway!! yes i eat subway like thrice a wk not sick of it
then she force me 2 go home cuz she want go home do her etiquette
ok then i mit wl n all
drinkk
then breath in all the ciggies
anyway i think my throat hv been rly bad lately
yet so many ppl tryin 2 intro cig into my life agn
nehneh
noway!!
that nite i vomitted... omg haha
fail

skip some mornin make up lesson on thurs morn
ok it was planned
i mean who will wanna wake up at like 8 aft waking up at 6 the day before
n endure ssm
altho ssm this wk was ok :)
we sit down

i schl at 3pm
until 6pm
hj nice gal accmpny me waste time till tuition
i made the boy cry agn
cuz i bad mood
i go home and my eyelids just died on me

fri schl 9-1
boring!!
both classes the teacher guailan
i dun like
me felicia sarah came out of class
aft awhile
n cmplain abt the class with elroy ha ha ha ha ha
gambling w 03 aft class!!!
till 3!!!!!!!!!!!
bridge daidee snapjack homojalleh
wa miss those times sia
we excited until scream only
miss the old class

met amanda aft it
she n abby
she buy mc
we ate mee
the stall sux!!
like salt orhdaoyou free
sian
teoheng 2 mit her frens
then katong laksa
then i breathe in smoke agn
nt that i care
but my throat like gng 2 rot
another cig invite
cui
then rot n drink at some random ahpek bar agn
this time i feel floaty
then kip gg toilet cuz alot of pee
nabei i think 2 get rid of the floatyness i either vomit or pee
weds puke fri pee
pee pee pee until sian haha
then we 2 85
ate thn caught the last bus home
i tired

my eyelids failed me agn

i think i m dying
my throat nwadays v dry
i nw sian
i gg grandma hse
b4 that i nid to rot smwhr 4 awhile

im v occupied with schl nowadays

HAHAHA okla srsly ... since iv etiquette on mondays n ssm on wenesdays... 2days of formal !!!
no schl on tues okla hv lec but lec rly nonid go one
thurs and fri v sickenin hv alot of classes... BOooOring
anyway i think i make it v obvious whn i hate somebd
everyones sayin that
haha i cannot bring myself 2 act nice
dno why shld b the system inside me

apart frm thatt, i bot new Vans!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omggggg hahahahaha this is probably the most exciting thing that happend in the wkends
aft which i took a onehalf hr long bus trip .. :S

anyway lifes been quite gd 2 me
saw 03 after class td!!!
omg haha like sense of familiarity only
almost whole class was thr waoooooo
nowadays dun see hj everyday feel v weird
like if u lose yr personal organiser... HAHA OK KIDDING LA!!!
rly damn weird sia even our lec  different (haha even tho i nv go)
anyway td mornin jacqueline v cute
i call her in the toilet then she nv respond after that she told me she dun dare respond cuz she scared!!!
HAHA she dno who callin her she dun dare turn

aft seein the class i met amanda
she lost her wallet pouch or whtever
ic pass matrics all inside gg!!!
we 2 kfc then i had 2 leave 4 tuition
sick of it alr
but 4 money........

aft tuition home..
super awkward cuz i was starin at this person opp me for like 10secs
cuz he look rly familiar
then he also starin back
lol i wanted 2 laugh
then i realise hes my pschl fwen!!
ok i shout across whether hes who he is
then hv awkward silence during that awkward silence i was SO scared he nt who he was
cuz like extra
on bus talk 2 stranger smre shoutin omgg

ok apart frm td..
tmr is a holiday 4 me!!
every tues is a holiday 4 me!! but i hv tuition haha
so tuesday is a day 2 look 4ward to but also a day 2 not look forward to cuz i hv ssm on weds!!

haha but actually i secretly like ssm
its quite fun wht!!
hj say i weirdo
eh rly fun bodoh!!!
last wk one most shiok!!
we gt wine openin challenge!!!!!!!!
i went for like 8 times HAHAHAHAH
cork uncork whoohoo!!
i dun mind doing that for the whole 8hrs!!
rly damn fun like carnival lidat!!!!!!!!!!!

then we pick ice all tht pass ard
haha then pick pen
pick alot of shit
HAHA shiok!!!!

then hv parading with plates
ok this one rly siong but bo bian so most of us cheated
use another hand balance
the plates v heavy!!
but also like carnival
the whole day like challenge hehe

ok other than standing still and aching legs ssm is not that bad...

everytime aft ssm i will b super awake
then i will feelik swimmin
LOL
ok aft it this wk met wb at 85
usual cmplaints
then we sick of 85 food
like suddenly dunno wht 2 eat

i realise i hv 2 many clothes for this sem
this sem i only nid 2 wear own clothes twice a wk
the other two times formal
i nid more formal wear nwwwww

ok i bored
on a side note i dun think i can ever click with my new class

im totally drained out from schl...

ok nt as if i nv go before right bt td is the official first day i hv been 2 schl since 2mths ago, excluding ssm
the bus nw more crowded with the freshies ard
i went at 11+ usually nbdy one
td influx
must b the yr 1s lecture high
soon enough i bliv the crowd will die down cos they will know lectures r nt meant 4 us 2 go
okso td 12-6.. afterwhich i went 4 tuition that makes me pissoff without fail
some etiquette shit in schl must wear full formal
make me tired only
finally theres no schl tmr
actually ive only been in schl 4 a day
lol

anyway i met my new class
i was late 4 first lesson as usual
whats new
i hv this bad feelin about the class
gd 2 hv familiar faces in the class
becos i suck at making frens
its weird ..
i never seem 2 click with girls
like.. the girly kind of girls
i cn nv find topics 2 talk 2 them abt which is like pure weird
i cannot even imagine myself talkin to them
its like a challenge
4b girls whr r u
save meeeeee
I NID 2 TELL U ALL SMTG FUNNY
i almost died td cuz i cannot share the joke w anyone cuz nbdy same sec schl as me
its like i want 2 laugh but must fite back
like terrible only

td i met  a v cute boy on the bus!!
hehe emily didn bliv i hv indonesian blood in me
speaking of her she whole time obsess with her cute boy haha

\
i hv no cds 4 the yr!!
yeh i leavin to yr3
cuz i hate the timeslots and ssm is killin me
abit stupid la everybdy cfm think
like pileup only
but my life or yours
ccb

yesterday arsenal matchhhhh
not v interesting
waste my time

then stone and go do my hair
more straight now hehe
but v natural leh i like!!

ssm on weds agn!!
horror.
basically last wk was abt touring the campus and carryin bricks and bottles
my legs were dying halfway
so were my eyes
i was alr yawnin since the first hr
ironically the bricks bricks bottles bottles part woke me up
my legs like cannot feel alr but then after dismissal i smre feelik gg swimmin
shiok only
i was fully awake only at 5pm
WEIRD
i hope this wk will b better
the whole thing is nt that bad other than waking up at 6AM
life rocks or what
anyway the ppl i talked 2 on ssm last wk
all nt from my class
WEIRD

ok i cannot think properly nw
i nid 2 slp
slp
slp
slp
slp
slp..............

xx

I hv schl tmr but all lectures

im supposed 2 be thr so i can choose my cds

but im fucked up i hope the whole cds thing ends by this wk n nt tmr cos..

im nt gg tmr afterall since i couldn access tp web so i cannot access timetable so donno whr 2 fit in cds n what time sch starts tmr

i know right, stupid excuse

xxxxx

no but i hv 2 go take jab tmr he he he^^
i m startin 2 plan my monday and tuesday n i realise i hv no time 2 get my shoes
!!! ssm on weds!!

ok i was sup 2 go schl in the morn tmr try 2 attend one lecture at least then go choose cds n get nametag frm hj
afterwhich i will go and buy my shoes b4 the damn tuition thinkin of the kid makes me fucked up agn
then will b nite time
tues i shld wake up by 10 2 take jab at clinic n then dye back my hair +straighten until 4pm leave 4 tuition at pp
weds i shall b ready
but all this will nt come true................... cos with time count the amt of time allocated doesn make sense
i hv reshuffled
straghtenin can wait
i will take jab tmr plzplzplz lemme wake up in time
hope i cn find shoes
then leave 4 tuition
then on tues i just dye hair
if not no time

my new term will officially start on weds with ssm 2 kick start it
8-4 ......
i hope i wont b late 4 it
new term also means new classmates
im nt in 03 anymr!! feels weird....... like saying another 0smtg as own class
im nt even sure if i cn make new frens
awkward hope everyones nice

time 2 slp i nid 2 wake up 4 injectionnnnnnn

/EDIT  4.24PM MONDAY

SIBEI DULAN NW I JUST CAME BACK FRM POLYCLINIC THEY DUN GIMME TAKE INJECTION WTF??!
THEY ASK ME GO BACK TMR CUZ I MORNIN SINUS CCB SINUS IS EVERYDAY ONE
TMR I COME BACK WILL CHANGE ISSIT???
OMFG NIN NA BEI
N IM SUPPOSED 2 GO AT CB 10AM TMR SRY HOR U PLAY YRSELF
I EITHER GO AT AFT IF NT I NT GG ALR CCB
 

CHEEBYE PISSED OFF NW

I GOT SO SUAY UNTIL HUIJUAN CAN TELL ME THE WRONG CLASS I IN

GOT INTO SOME LONER CLASS NIN NA BEI FUCKING DULAN

FUCKIN ALOT OF SHIT 2 DO NW

DYE BLACK HAIR BUY ALL THE SHIT TAKE JAB FUCK LA THE SCHL THINK I ALOT OF TIME

CCB CCB CCB SOMEBODY ANNYBODY COME N TALK 2 ME SCOLD ME COMFORT ME WHATEVER JUST LISTEN TO MY RUBBISH

I DULAN 200TIMES NW

SUAY ONLY

Yesterday was syf again.......................... Two years passed by in a wink
Gd thing was i woke up at 6am!! Met cam at void deck haha hv the feelin of gng anglican agn
everyday we almost late must speedwalk up the hill
i almost always sweatin like rain
met the rest at bdk
we to singapore conferece hall
Haha we were too early anyway
Vanessa the leader tricked us
we like kiasu only
first to get tickets
and immediately went off aft gettin the tix
to eat
haha people think we ap only
take tix already then leave

back by interval
ahband arrived
i could almost see myself 2 years back or even 4 years back
as one of them
very very etched in my mind somehow
like unerasable
Vans reminded me i fell off the chair on syf05
we were in between acsi and ri band
cute boy in front of us
very very cute memories :>
honours :)
07syf we fell from the sky
heavy heavy fall
i cried all the way back to ahs back to band room
back home
cried and cried and cried
most of us skipped schl the nx day
back in schl nx nx day i still almost cry
it was like crying wk

this yr it happened agn
they wasnt bad
choice piece to me was rly good
but whole mornin batch only one gold
im rly rly rly proud of perc
ur solo showmanship playing all superb!! ^^
they all damn cute on stage
showmanship reminds me of last time us playin iris
anyway band before them played noahs ark
our 07piece
brings back memories
first note alr make me want to cry
even till nw i nv heard the comments before
were we rly that bad

  



ok then we back to ahs!!
i had heavenly xia mian!!!
XIA MIAN STORE I LUV U
+POKKA LU CHA
my favourite combi
ntg much changed in the canteen
only more propaganda posters +plasma tv
drinks store uncle still same
xiamian same

if only i was still studyin in ahs.....
nv really liked it when i was still in it
grass is greener on the other side
i whole day dreamin about enterin tp
tp tp tp tp tp
oklor nw i win i in tp liao
but schl life is so different
i miss the inflexible timetable recess time pe
make us hungry only
runnin to labs gng to toilet every 30 mins
dai dee bridge
talkcock
mainly ahs culture
not like CULTURE as in LOYALTY blahblah
as in.. our batch
jan told me the other day
"you knw hor when i say bdk inter my friends shock"
"they nv hear ppl say inter before leh"
its the same like when wb tell me his class ppl ordered coke and sprite all that in 85
weird.....

im hvg second thots abt poly agn
not like im regrettin gettin into poly
ok i m
ok its like if i only hv two choices which is jc/poly
i definitely m not regrettin whr i m now
but if its like poly and some other things...
maybe i m
i feelik doing smtg different
but afterall i completed one yr of poly
it is abit unblivable i passed all my tests successfully altho alot of Ds
maybe its a sign
i told my mum i will quit
if i nid to retake any shit
which i thot i will

im one wk and abit away frm sch..
i wonder hw my new class will b like
hate changes

after ahs yest i had tuition
i was shoppin at tmall b4 tuition
as usual i forgot the time
late
i was tired i dozed off abit agn

td i had tuition agn
at parkway
mild shopping at pp aft it
then astons
i was supposed to eat the shave ice aft that but thr was a big change to the shop
i was shocked
its like commercialised nw
ntg to eat
even tho we just left astons less than 5mins ago ..
so me and wb angry
we went to sing teoheng
at like 10pm
nao xiu cheng nu
2 person so dunid fite 4 mic
like sing and sing and sing until tired only

i want to go daiso
any loser want to go daiso with me??
i will luv u 4ever n ever n ever ^^